Tomorrow I shall lead a day of reflection at the House of Prayer, Molesey for the delightful Sisters of the Retreat. Below is an extract from part of my talk on the discernment of spirits based on the Rules of Ignatius Loyola.
Best for now
Peter
Ignatius bases his rules for discernment on the ‘disposition of the soul’. Is the disposition of the soul directed towards that which is life-giving, up-building and creative or is it directed towards that which is life-denying, destructive and ultimately futile. The ‘rules’ which follow help the individual to assess if a particular course of action or way of life leads to a building up of the self or to greater disintegration and fragmentation.
Someone may be pursuing a
way of life that they find exciting and fun but ultimately it is becoming
destructive. Ignatius cautions us to look at the effects of any action or decision and this is the basis of such
discernment. Similarly, Teresa of Avila (1980, see also Tyler 1997:90) in the
‘sixth mansion’ of her Interior Castle stresses
that we should not so much pay attention to the spiritual experiences that we
have as the after-effects that they
have upon us. Are they bringing us a greater sense of peace and fulfilment or
are they leading to more unhappiness and dissatisfaction?
In these periods of
dissatisfaction there is often a desire to go back on decisions made when all
was going well, the sun was shining and the birds were singing. Now, as the
rain pours down and the skies are gloomy (metaphorically speaking) we go back
on the decision made ‘in consolation’. Ignatius cautions against this and gives
one of his ‘rules’ as follows:
When we find ourselves
weighed down by a certain desolation, we should not try to change a previous
decision or come to a new decision… At a time of desolation, we hold fast to
the decision which guided us during the time before the desolation came on us. (Exx
318)
However:
Although we should not try
to make new decisions at a time of desolation, we should not just sit back and
do nothing. We are meant to fight off whatever is making us less than we should
be... The important attitude to nourish at a time of desolation is patience.
Likewise, when all is going well, when we
experience a certain spiritual peace and ‘can see the bottom of the well’ we should use this time wisely to make plans
as a bulwark against possible future times of ‘desolation’:
When we are enjoying a
consolation period, we should use foresight and savour the strength of such a
period against the time when we may no longer find ourselves in consolation. (Exx
323)
Such ‘periods of consolation’ should be
distinguished from the technical working out of plans that follow them:
When the consolation
experience in our life comes directly from God, there can be no deception in
it… A spiritual person should be careful to distinguish between the actual
moment of this consolation-in-God-himself from the afterglow which may be
exhilarating and joyful for some period of time… it is often in this second
period of time that we begin to reason out plans of action or to make
resolutions which cannot be attributed so directly to God as the initial experience
which is nonconceptual in nature. (Exx 336)
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