Written on a rock in the ashram of Vidayavanam
near Bangalore (see posting above) are the words: ‘Let wisdom emerge from the
forest’. This was the inspiration of Fr Francis Vineeth CMI when he founded the
ashram 17 years ago. After that time, with the grateful assistance of Frs Anto
and Jojo, it is still going strong. It is as much a small thriving village as
an ashram with its own dairy herd, vegetable and crop land and extensive range of
fruit trees. The food is exceptionally good and varied and the water clean. Each
morning begins in darkness in ‘the cave of the heart’ – Fr Vineeth’s chapel
(see picture) - which to my Celtic eyes resembles a long barrow or dolmeth. As
the morning liturgy proceeds with bhajans, flowers and incense, the first rays
of dawn strike the window above the priest’s head and the whole ‘barrow’ is
illuminated ( I will try and attach a video clip). After our silent breakfast
it is time for teaching and following the sacred tradition of India this will
happen under the trees. I share my visit with a small group of seminarians on
retreat from all over India. Their stories are heartbreaking and inspiring in
equal measure and we quickly make friends. Today they have asked this western
scholar to give a talk under the trees (I attach some of the text below). This
is the first time I have taught under a tree and the effect is magical –
students cannot drop off and the birds and butterflies seem to join in the fun.
The text? Well as I sit in my cell day after day I thought something from the
desert fathers would be appropriate.
Me being me I am already thinking about ways of
bringing groups to experience these riches. Once I am back at St Mary’s I will
be talking with my InSpiRe colleagues about a possible future study pilgrimage
to visit some of these wonderful places I have seen over the last few days. So
please watch this space if you are interested. Tomorrow morning I leave early
for England with fond sadness and joy in my heart.
Best wishes
Peter
Desert Wisdom
The metaphor and reality of the desert burns
itself into the consciousness of at least three major world religions: Judaism,
Christianity and Islam. All three arise from the desert and contain a nostalgie for former times when God
first revealed God’s self in the harsh burning environment of the wilderness.
For the Jews it is the place where God revealed God’s self to Moses at Horeb
appearing in the burning bush (Exod. 3), that very essence of the dry, desiccated
wasteland within which Moses found himself at that time. It was the
inhospitable place within which the people of Israel were tested for forty
years as God played cat and mouse with their hopes, expectations and
theological understandings, culminating in the revelations of God’s nature and
covenant on the inhospitable peak of Sinai (Exod. 19). After the deportation
and exile to Babylon the prophets looked back nostalgically to their people’s
time in the desert and longed once again for God to lure and ‘seduce them’
(Hos. 2:14) back to the wilderness where the Valley of Suffering would once
again become the ‘door of hope’. There, they sang, Israel ‘shall respond as in
the days of her youth, as at the time when she came out of the land of Egypt’
(Hos. 2).
Likewise,
Christianity ‘appears in the wilderness’ in the shape of the quasi-shamanic
figure of St. John the Baptist. He emerges from the desert, writes St Mark,
‘clothed with camel’s hair, with a leather belt around his waist’ eating
‘locusts and wild honey’ (Mk. 1). This child of the desert, a true prophetic
soul, wild and unkempt, pulled no punches in his dealings with the powers and
authorities of the city – the classic antithesis to the desert dwellers. In his
delight in infuriating, challenging and generally rubbing those in power up the
wrong way, he set a precedent that his disciple, Jesus, seems to have enjoyed
emulating.
John
arises from the desert and Jesus, we are told in Matthew 4, begins his ministry
there. His first act after his baptism at the hands of John. Thus, at the start
of his ministry Jesus withdraws immediately to the desert to begin battle with
the devil – that traditional inhabitant of the wasteplaces. We shall have more
to say about him and his little demon helpers later.
Thus
from its earliest beginnings Christianity recognises the importance of entry
into the desert as a necessary stage
in the spiritual journey. Its importance in the earliest stages of Christianity
(for example, St Paul after his conversion spends time in the deserts of Arabia
described in Galatians 1) means that it becomes ‘archetypal’ for all Christian
spirituality that will follow. Of course, as Christianity unfolds this will not
necessarily be about actually entering the physical desert of the Middle East. For
the early Celtic Christians at the Western fringes of Europe their desert was
to be found in the wild and untameable ocean besides which they would often
live or upon which they would set out on voyages of spiritual self discovery.
As the late middle ages collapsed into the modern age and the growth of the
cities reduced the terrain of the desert, the new orders such as the Carmelites
stressed the importance of finding the desert in the city. St Teresa of Avila,
in her reform of the order in the sixteenth century insisted that her
‘carmels’, her ‘little deserts’, should be placed at the centre and heart of
the cities of sixteenth century Spain, where, by and large, they remain to this
day. In the twentieth century the Italian Little Brother of Jesus, Carlo
Carretto, felt that the desert was to be found in the city and made sure that
the little brothers and sisters of Jesus would live in the most rundown,
socially deprived inner city estates. Today the sisters and brothers in the UK
live in the hardest hit neighbourhoods of the great cities such as Birmingham
and London.
So,
as Christianity emerged ‘desert spirituality’, as it is often called, emerged
too. Not just a physical dwelling in the desiccated or abandoned places but
also a dwelling in the inhospitable places within. An invitation to all people
to move out of their comfort zones and move to the places of loss, driven-ness,
pain and grief that our ordinary lives so deftly and easily mask through
addictions, consumerisms, promiscuities, greeds and violence. For us 21st
century children of Freud and Jung it is the place of the unconscious where we
are no longer in control and more primitive and basic urges and desires take
over. It is ultimately a spirituality of paradox for, we are told, it is in the
uncomfortable places that we do most to avoid that God chooses to reveal God’s
self to us. Here we will find the ‘living water’ that ultimately we are seeking
– not in forests, cities and verdant places but in the neglected, dry and dead
places on our earth and in our selves.
Dear Peter,
ReplyDeleteMany thanks for all your news and reflections from your pilgrimage to south India - your posts have been really interesting and informative, especially with the pictures and video.
When I was in Ladakh, in the Indian Himalayas, in the summer, I joined a 5 day silent retreat at the Mahabodi centre, outside of Leh, and it was transformational as I have returned to a deeper life of prayer ever since.
So, I understand how important and life enhancing such pilgrimages to India can be - thank you for sharing so much of your journey with us all!
Peace and blessings,
Julienne
Dear Julienne, thanks for your kind words. It was odd sending the messages out in India but now I discover that many people were following them and benefitted from sharing the experiences. I will certainly do it again! The Mahabodi are a wonderful organisation and I am glad they helped you so much in Leh. Lets continue praying for each other! love
ReplyDeletePeter